Madison, WI, U.S.A.:
I’m sitting here in the UW Law Library, scamming internet access and watching students trudge up and down Bascom hill. This is the literal epicenter of the city that’s been my home for the last nine years, and I don’t know quite what to do with myself. Since arriving in the U.S. nearly five days ago I’ve managed to expand my list of possessions with a laptop, mobile, and few clothes, but I still haven’t retrieved my car or any of my things from storage. Similarly I’ve found a place to sleep, but I have no home here. All this creates a peculiar contradiction of familiarity: I’m living out of my backpack, wandering around alone and planning no more than hours into the future, which is exactly what I’m now used to; at the same time, I’m surrounded by sights and people that are intimately familiar and are tied to all my recent memories of stability and belonging.
My journey home was uneventful (discounting as an event me going to Heathrow instead of Gatwick and, after taking a bus to the correct airport, my making it from the bus to the plan in 10 minutes), which is all you can really ask from air travel these days. I was happy that I managed to expertly stretch the cash that Brother Nathan loaned me, although despite my best efforts I ended up with £6.75 in my pocket that I couldn’t use up. (One might wonder why I had to borrow cash from Brother Nathan, since I never mentioned the time in Sevilla that my wonderfully-worn travel pants disintegrated, disgorging my wallet into the back of a cab and causing me to cancel the credit and check cards which were my only means of getting cash. However, because I never mentioned that story, the reader will have to continue to speculate). Within three hours of landing I was in Madison, and within two days I’d mostly adjusted to the new time zone. Everything, it seems, is coming up Piznarski.
So I’m without a home and not much of a plan, but my near future seems easier than ever. I once again have a mobile, a computer, and a car; I speak the local language fluently; and all around me are people I know. This seems like the perfect place to wing it.
Later.
-w





